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Essay 005

The Light of TomorrowBefore We Go to Mars

On power, compassion, and the kind of humanity we carry into the future.

文章 005

明日之光在去火星之前

关于力量、怜悯,以及我们将怎样的人性带入未来

Changing the World, or Changing Ourselves?

Our age has an almost instinctive affection for the phrase ‘changing the world’. This is hardly surprising. Humanity has spent a very long time learning not to remain entirely at the mercy of its surroundings. We built embankments so that rivers might no longer overwhelm cities so easily; developed medicines for illnesses that once carried a sentence of death; made aeroplanes and shortened the distance between continents; and eventually built rockets, allowing ourselves to consider, in earnest, whether human beings might one day leave the Earth and live on Mars, or somewhere farther still. In recent years, artificial intelligence has given this confidence a new intensity. Machines now process quantities of information beyond any individual capacity, assisting us in research, medicine, education and creative work. One by one, possibilities once constrained by time, knowledge and the limits of the human body are beginning to open before us.

All of this is progress. A person who is ill ought to be treated; a city exposed to natural disasters ought to be made safer; and if one day human beings can live securely on another planet, that would surely be an achievement worthy of wonder. I do not believe that we ought to refuse the task of changing the world. Yet I have gradually come to think that there is a boundary within that task which is very easily overlooked. We begin by wishing to lessen suffering; before long, however, we may find ourselves wishing for something rather different — that the world should behave according to our wishes.

Nature should accommodate our plans; events should unfold as expected; those close to us should understand our feelings; other people should choose the paths we judge to be wiser. When something fails to turn out as we hoped, we hasten to find a solution. When another person does not change, we are tempted to conclude that our method was insufficient, or that they have not yet properly understood. Again and again, our attention turns outwards, as though one further adjustment might finally restore life to its proper arrangement.

Yet the world appears never to have made us such a promise. Nature has its laws; life has its arrivals and departures; other people have roads of their own. We may influence many things, but we cannot possess their outcomes. This is not particularly difficult to understand. To accept it is another matter. Perhaps much of our suffering does not arise simply because the world has failed to obey our wishes, but because somewhere within us remains the conviction that it ought to have done so.

We Can Always Find a Reason

Many years ago, when I was still a student, I was walking along Shaftesbury Avenue in London and passed a stretch of scaffolding. It was, as it so often is, crowded. People were hurrying to work, restaurants and Underground stations, walking quickly and seldom looking very closely at what was beside them. Near the scaffolding sat a homeless man, with a small container for coins in front of him. He sat so low that the people passing seemed almost to move above his head. I, too, had already walked past him.

As I passed, he looked up at me and said, very softly, ‘Please.’

His voice was so faint that it was almost lost beneath the noise of the street. Yet that small sound broke my heart. I walked on for several steps and found that I simply could not go any farther. Those few steps have remained strangely long in my memory. I did not suddenly recall some grand moral principle, nor did I imagine that I was about to do anything worth remembering. I knew only, with a clarity that was almost stubborn, that this was a step I could not take.

So I turned round and went back.

It was, in itself, a very small movement. The crowd continued in the same direction; the cars went on passing; the lights in the shop windows did not grow any brighter because I had turned around. Yet I have often thought of that moment since, because it made me understand, in a very ordinary and immediate way, that the bond between one human being and another need not always be complicated. You need not know someone. You need not understand the whole of his life. You need not even be certain that whatever help you offer will prove useful. Sometimes you realise only that another person's suffering has appeared before you, and that you can no longer pretend it is merely part of the scenery of a city.

My friends said that such things ought to be dealt with by the government. Britain had a welfare system; taxes had already been paid; there were institutions responsible for these matters, and so on. I usually said very little when I heard this. Their arguments were not without reason. Governments have responsibilities, as do institutions; and a society that could deal with poverty only through the chance kindness of passing strangers would hardly be an ideal one.

Still, a simple question has stayed with me: when did taxation, institutions and all our other arrangements become reasons for overlooking suffering that is directly before us? If every appeal for help must first wait until we have established whose responsibility it properly is, there will never be any shortage of reasons for walking away. It is the government's responsibility. It is the family's responsibility. It is the responsibility of a charity. It is the life he chose for himself. There is always a reason, and sometimes a perfectly correct one. Human beings seem especially gifted in this respect: if we wish, we can construct an admirably complete explanation for almost any form of indifference.

But that day, the question before me was not how poverty ought to be solved, nor how the British welfare state should be organised. Those matters lay far beyond my power; I was not even a British citizen. What belonged to me was something much smaller. A living being on this Earth had asked me for help, and I had heard him. I could not decide what the rest of his life would become, nor could I guarantee what one small act might achieve. I could decide only whether I would turn back.

Over time, I have come to think that this small incident touches upon an important distinction. We often imagine kindness as a means of changing another person: helping him escape his difficulties, encouraging him to make better choices, directing his life towards what we believe to be a better course. Yet another person's life is not our project. We may offer a hand, but we cannot walk in his place; we may care, but we cannot possess the outcome. What remains ours, always, is the choice we ourselves make at that particular moment.

When ‘Can Be Changed’ Becomes ‘Must Be Changed’

Artificial intelligence has given this old question a new weight. In the past, there were severe limits to what human beings could control. Distance, time, knowledge and the body itself placed boundaries around our desires. Today those boundaries are moving rapidly outwards. Algorithms can predict preferences, analyse behaviour and influence attention. Artificial intelligence is entering medicine, education, finance, administration and private life. In the future, the number of things we are able to intervene in, adjust and optimise will almost certainly increase.

There is nothing inherently frightening about these abilities. The difficulty is that a civilisation increasingly skilled at altering the world around it may gradually acquire an illusion: if something can be changed, perhaps it ought to be changed. If behaviour can be predicted, perhaps it should be guided; if preferences can be analysed, perhaps they should be optimised; if risk can be reduced, perhaps uncertainty ought to be eliminated altogether. Technology first gives us capability. Capability, almost unnoticed, may then alter our attitude towards the world.

The same process can occur within an individual life. At first, we merely wish for things to become better; later, ‘better’ can quietly come to mean ‘closer to my own judgement’. We want those we love to be happy, and therefore want them to follow the road we believe to be right. We want society to improve, and gradually lose patience with those who persist in choosing differently. We want a relationship to survive, and begin trying to correct the other person. Control can even arrive dressed as benevolence, precisely because we are so certain that what we want is for their own good. When a supposedly benevolent utopia is to be achieved by remaking other people and the world around them, it is difficult not to remember the totalitarian experiments of the twentieth century, and the disasters produced by the conviction that human beings themselves could be forcibly remade.

There is a quiet arrogance in this. It is not necessarily the belief that I matter more than another person, but the belief that I understand his life well enough to know which outcome would be best for him. Yet everyone has a road of his own. We do not know why a person has arrived at a particular point in his life, nor what he may need to pass through before reaching the next. We may accompany him, advise him, and offer a hand when he falls; but love does not give us the right to pave the whole road on his behalf.

Nature is no different. We can build embankments, treat disease and make cities safer; but we cannot require the seasons never to change, the body never to age, or every relationship to remain forever at its happiest point. Life itself contains ageing, separation, change and the unforeseen. If happiness depends upon everything around us finally arranging itself in accordance with our wishes, happiness will always remain one step away. There will always be someone who has not changed, an outcome that has not arrived, a kind of weather that refuses to respect our plans.

Control therefore turns very easily into resentment. Why can he not understand me? Why can things not happen according to plan? Why does reality remain imperfect? We imagine that what we resent is the irrationality of the world. Yet sometimes what we truly cannot accept is something much simpler: the world has never been obliged to submit entirely to our will. Perhaps it is not the world that is imperfect, but the mind through which we insist upon seeing imperfection everywhere. And in the sight of a God beyond form and image, perhaps all things already belong to the perfect order of the universe.

The Gift of Genius — If We Ever Reach Mars

The human heart is more powerful than the blade. It can turn a land into a place of bloodshed; it can also turn a blade into a sweet. Brilliant minds have created instruments beyond anything earlier generations could have imagined, and one important test of such inventions has often been whether they possess military value; when they do, military applications are frequently among the first to receive serious attention. Yet across the innumerable small moments of the past, the present and whatever future awaits us, another sort of genius has continued to illuminate the world. Its ‘inventions’ can turn a sharpened military blade into a silver-wrapped sweet, a child's crying into the small sound of chewing, the rigidity of a uniform into the gesture of a man bending down. These inventions share a single name: compassion.

Perhaps one day the Earth will no longer be suitable for us, and farsighted minds will lead humanity towards another home. I sometimes imagine a real city on Mars. It may represent the furthest expression of our ability to alter an environment: air would have to be made, temperature controlled, water endlessly recycled, while food, energy and living space would depend upon extraordinarily precise calculations. Artificial intelligence might maintain much of this system. A planet never intended for human life, transformed into somewhere in which human beings could live — the thought alone is enough to inspire wonder.

But would the opening of that road by our greatest minds really be enough? I find myself asking: would my own mind be worthy of the road they had shown us? Natural disasters may perhaps be met with ingenuity, but human malice towards other human beings has hardly disappeared. Wars continue along the old tracks of jealousy, hatred, greed and pride. We are heroic: our footprints may one day be scattered across the stars. Yet we are also humble creatures of dust, because the capacity of the human heart can remain as narrow as the point of a needle.

The *Flower Adornment Sutra* says:

‘Everything is made from the mind alone.’

— The Flower Adornment Sutra

The world outside us, in this understanding, is never wholly separate from the mind through which it is apprehended. Wherever human beings may travel, a narrow heart is capable of reproducing its own hell. Malice is a poison that can leave barren ground wherever it goes.

And so, if we really reached Mars while carrying with us all the desires we have failed to put down here, what then? If we remained unable to accept that others may choose different roads; if we continued to believe that possessing power entitled us to determine everything; if reality still angered us whenever it failed to satisfy expectation, Mars would not become a new world merely because it lay millions of miles from Earth. We would simply have carried the old world farther away.

Perhaps by then we will possess machines far more intelligent than those we know today. They may calculate the fairest distribution of resources, forecast weather, manage energy and even offer advice on our emotions and private lives. But I find it difficult to believe that they could do the hardest part on our behalf. AI can tell us more, but it cannot accept for us. It can analyse another person's behaviour, but it cannot relinquish our desire to control that person. It can assemble thousands of years of philosophy, literature and religious thought on impermanence, restraint, compassion and freedom; but when something is truly lost, no machine can perform the act of letting go for us. The tools outside us may advance very quickly. The part within us changes much more slowly.

None of this means that we should cease trying to improve the world. Quite the opposite. I hope humanity continues to discover new medicines, build safer cities, develop better artificial intelligence and, one day, perhaps travel to other planets. Changing the world and changing ourselves should never be treated as alternatives. The difficult task is learning to distinguish between them: which suffering ought to be relieved by our effort, and which realities require acceptance; when to extend a hand, and when to release our hold; what is genuine improvement, and what is merely the wish that the whole world should finally obey us.

Humanity is learning how to alter a planet, even as it learns how to build increasingly intelligent machines. At the same time, perhaps we must learn another ability, quieter and much older: not how to make the whole world conform to the wishes of the mind, but how to make the mind spacious enough to contain a world that does not entirely conform to its wishes. Nature has its laws. Every person has a road of his own. We may still strive, create, help and reach out; we simply need not demand that every outcome belong to us.

And all these things, too, will eventually pass. What can travel across centuries is the sincerity of a human heart, and the force of character capable of moving people long after a life has ended. I sometimes picture the young Alexander Hamilton amid the wreckage of St Croix after the hurricane of 1772, writing with the urgency of someone who had seen suffering close at hand. His words have survived for more than two and a half centuries.

Hamilton wrote:

‘O ye, who revel in affluence, see the afflictions of humanity, and bestow your superfluity to ease them.’

— Alexander Hamilton

He went on to urge those who still possessed more than enough to relieve the miserable, and in doing so to lay up treasure in Heaven.

If the future truly contains light, I do not think it will come only from the fire beneath our rockets, nor only from machines of ever greater intelligence. Perhaps there is another, quieter light: the moment in which a person finally understands that the world need not belong entirely to us in order to be understood, cherished and loved.

That is what I mean by the light of tomorrow.

改造世界,还是改造自己?

我们这个时代,对“改变世界”这几个字怀有一种几乎天然的好感。这并不奇怪。人类花了很长时间学习如何不再完全听命于环境:我们筑起堤坝,使河流不至于轻易淹没城市;发明药物,使一些过去足以夺走生命的疾病变得可以治疗;制造飞机,缩短大陆之间的距离;后来又制造火箭,开始认真考虑,人是否有一天能够离开地球,在火星或者更遥远的地方生活。最近几年,这种信心又因为人工智能而变得格外强烈。机器开始替我们处理庞大的信息,协助研究、医疗、教育与创作,许多曾经受到时间、知识和身体限制的事情,正在一点点变得可能。

这些当然都是进步。一个生病的人应该得到治疗,一座容易遭受灾害的城市应该变得更加牢固,如果有一天人类能够安全地生活在另一个星球上,那也无疑是一件值得惊叹的事。我并不认为人应该拒绝改变世界。只是后来我渐渐觉得,“改造世界”这件事似乎存在一个很容易被忽略的边界:我们起初只是希望减少痛苦,后来却很容易进一步希望,世界最好按照我们的意愿运行。

自然最好配合我们的计划,事情最好按照预想发生,亲近的人最好理解我们的感情,别人最好选择我们认为更正确的道路。如果一件事情没有如愿,我们便急于寻找解决办法;如果一个人没有改变,我们也很容易认为,是因为自己的方法还不够好,或者他还没有真正理解。我们一次次把注意力投向外界,好像只要再调整一点,生活最终便会恢复到理想的位置。

可是世界似乎从未答应过这些事情。大自然有自己的规律,生命有自己的来去,别人也有他们自己的道路。我们能够影响许多事情,却无法真正拥有结果。一个人理解这一点并不困难,真正接受它却往往要花很长的时间。或许许多痛苦并不完全来自世界没有按照我们的愿望运行,而是来自我们始终觉得——它本来应该如此。

我们总能找到一个理由

很多年前,我还是学生的时候,在伦敦经过沙夫茨伯里大街的一处脚手架。那里总是很拥挤。人们赶着去公司、餐馆、地铁站,脚步很快,很少有人真的看向身边。危险的脚手架旁,坐着一个流浪者,他的面前摆着一个收集零钱的容器,他的位置很低,低到来往的人几乎只从他的头顶经过。我原本也已经从他身边走了过去。

就在经过的时候,他抬头望向我,很轻地说了一句:“Please.”

他的声音是那样微弱,被街上的嘈杂的人群声音盖过去。可就是那微弱的声音,却令我心碎。我又向前走了几步,却实在无法继续走下去。那几步后来在记忆里显得很长。我并没有突然想到什么宏大的道德原则,也没有觉得自己必须做一件值得被记住的事。只是心里有一种很清楚、甚至有些固执的感觉:这一步我走不过去。

于是,我转身走了回去。

那个动作其实很小。街上的人还是一样向前走,车还是一样经过,橱窗里的灯也没有因此变得更亮。可是我后来常常想起那一刻,因为它让我第一次非常具体地感受到,人与人之间有时并不需要多么复杂的关系。你不必认识一个人,不必知道他的全部经历,甚至不必确信自己的帮助究竟有没有用。你只是忽然意识到:另一个人的痛苦已经来到了你的面前,而你不能再假装它只是城市背景的一部分。

我的朋友说,这些事情应该由政府处理。英国有福利制度,国民已经缴纳了税,等等。每次听到这些话,我大多沉默不语。它们并非没有道理。政府当然有政府的责任,制度也应该承担制度的责任;一个社会如果只能依靠偶然经过的陌生人的善意来处理贫穷,那本身也称不上理想。

可我始终会想到一个很简单的问题:税收、制度等等,什么时候成了我们忽略他人眼前痛苦的理由? 如果每一次求助,我们都必须先确认究竟是谁的责任,那么可以离开的理由大概永远不会用完。这是政府的责任,这是家庭的责任,这是慈善机构的责任,这是他自己选择的人生。理由总会有,而且有时候还十分正确。人似乎尤其擅长这一点:只要愿意,我们几乎可以为任何一种冷漠找到一套足够周全的解释。

可是那一天,真正摆在我面前的问题并不是如何解决贫穷,也不是如何安排英国的福利制度。那些都远远超出了我的能力,我甚至不是英国公民。真正属于我的事情其实小得多:这个地球上的一个生命向我求助,而我听见了。我不能决定他此后的人生,也无法保证一次帮助会产生怎样的结果。我能够决定的,只是自己是否回头。

后来我越来越觉得,这件小事触及了一个很重要的区别。我们常常以为善意意味着改变别人:帮助他走出困境,让他作出更好的选择,让他的生活朝着我们认为正确的方向发展。可另一个人的人生终究不是我们的工程。我们可以伸手,却不能替他走路;可以关心,却无法占有结果。真正始终属于我们的,是自己在那一刻作出的选择。

当“能够改变”变成“必须改变”

人工智能让这个古老的问题忽然有了新的重量。过去,人能够控制的事情毕竟有限,距离、时间、知识和身体都会给欲望设置边界。而今天,这些边界正在迅速向外移动。算法能够预测偏好、分析行为、影响注意力,人工智能开始进入医疗、教育、金融、管理乃至个人生活。未来,我们能够干预和优化的事情,大概只会越来越多。

这些能力本身并不可怕。问题在于,一个越来越擅长改造外界的文明,也可能慢慢产生一种错觉:既然某件事情能够被改变,那么它或许就应该被改变。既然人的行为可以被预测,就可以被引导;既然偏好可以被分析,就可以被优化;既然风险可以被降低,就最好彻底消除不确定性。技术首先给我们的是能力,但能力很容易悄悄改变我们对世界的态度。

一个人也会经历类似的过程。最初,我们只是希望事情变得更好;后来却容易把“更好”理解成“更符合我的判断”。我们希望亲近的人幸福,于是希望他们走自己认为正确的道路;希望社会改善,于是逐渐无法理解为什么别人仍然坚持不同的选择;希望一段关系能够继续,于是不断试图修正另一个人。甚至控制有时会披着善意的外衣出现,因为我们如此确信自己是为了对方好。当那些善的乌托邦,通过改造别人和外界的手段完成时,20世纪国家社会主义的灾难难道没有重新浮现在我们眼前吗?

那是一种很隐蔽的傲慢:不是觉得自己比别人重要,而是觉得自己已经足够了解别人的人生,因而知道什么结果才最适合他。可每个人都有自己的路。我们不知道一个人为何来到某一个阶段,也不知道他必须经过哪些事情才能走到下一处。我们可以陪伴,可以提醒,可以在他跌倒的时候伸出手,却不能因为爱他,就替他决定整条路应该怎样铺设。

自然也是如此。我们可以筑堤,可以治病,可以让城市更安全,却仍然无法要求季节不再变化,身体永远年轻,所有关系都永远停留在最好的时候。生命本身就包含衰老、离别、变化与无法预知的部分。如果一个人把幸福建立在“周围的一切终于按照我的意愿排列整齐”之上,那么幸福大概永远都在下一步。总会有一个人没有改变,总会有一个结果没有出现,总会有一种天气不肯配合我们的计划。

控制因此很容易走向怨恨。为什么他不能理解我?为什么事情不能按照计划发生?为什么现实仍旧不完美?我们以为自己怨恨的是世界的不合理,有时真正无法接受的,却只是一个更简单的事实:世界从来没有义务完全服从我们的意志。不完美的不是世界,而是我们的心,因而我们看到的一切都不完美。而在无形无相的上帝的眼中,一切都是宇宙的完美秩序。

天才的礼物——如果我们真的抵达火星

人心比刀刃更有威力,它能让一片土地血流成河,也能让刀刃变成糖果。聪明的天才们创造出无数意想不到的器具,而衡量这些器具价值的一个重要标准,往往是它们是否具有军事用途;如果有,它们通常也会最先被投入军事领域。可是,在过去、现在和未来无数细碎的时刻,真正的天才的光辉照耀着万物,他们的“发明”能够将一把锋利的军刀变成银色的糖果,将小孩的啼哭声变成牙齿咀嚼的声音,将坚硬的军装变成下蹲的姿态。这些“发明”有一个共同的称呼,名为怜悯。

未来的某一天,地球或许不再适合我们居住,有远见的天才将带领全人类找到下一个栖息地。我偶尔会想象未来真正建立起来的火星城市。那里或许会是人类改造环境能力的一次极致体现:空气需要被制造,温度需要被控制,水需要循环,食物、能源与居住空间必须经过极其精密的计算,人工智能也许会维持其中绝大部分系统。一个原本并不适合人类生存的星球,最终被改造成可以生活的地方。单是想象这件事,已经足以令人惊叹。

不过,只有天才们的开拓就足够吗?我质问自己,我的心灵配得上天才们指引的明路吗?天灾,或许可以巧妙地应对,可是人们对同类的恶意却从未减弱一毫。战争的火焰熊熊燃烧,沿着嫉妒、憎恨、贪婪与傲慢的脚印,在黑烟与灰烬里,战火一路蔓延开来。我们是英雄,我们的足迹即将遍布宇宙星系;可我们也卑贱如尘土,因为我们的心量细小如针尖。

如明灯般行走世间的佛陀说:

一切唯心造。

— 佛经

外在的事物,不过是心之所想的显现。无论人类的步伐迈向哪一个星球,狭隘的心胸终将使得所到之处都示现地狱景象。恶意如同毒药,让所到之处寸草不生。

假如我们真的抵达那里,却把今天所有无法安放的欲望一起带了过去,那会怎样?如果我们仍然无法接受别人选择不同的道路,仍然认为拥有力量就意味着有权决定一切,仍然因为现实不符合期待而愤怒,那么火星不会因为距离地球几千万公里,就自然变成一个新的世界。我们只是把旧世界搬得更远。也许那时候,我们会拥有比今天聪明得多的机器。它们能够替我们计算最合理的资源分配,预测天气,管理能源,甚至给出关于生活与情绪的建议。可我很难相信,它们能够替一个人完成真正困难的那部分工作。AI可以告诉我们更多,却不能替我们接受;可以分析一个人的行为,却不能替我们放弃控制这个人的欲望;可以整理几千年来哲学、文学与宗教传统关于无常、克制、慈悲和自由的讨论,却不能替任何一个人在真正失去的时候学会放下。外面的工具可以迅速升级,里面的那部分变化却始终缓慢。

这当然不意味着我们应该停止改变世界。恰恰相反,我希望人类继续研究新的药物,创造更安全的城市,发展更好的人工智能,也希望我们有一天真的能够走向其他星球。只是,改变世界和改变自己从来不应该成为两个互相替代的选择。真正困难的,也许是逐渐学会分辨:哪些痛苦值得我们努力消除,哪些事情需要我们接受;什么时候应该伸手,什么时候应该放下;什么是真正的改善,又什么只是希望整个世界终于服从自己。人类正在学习怎样改造一颗星球,也正在制造越来越聪明的机器;与此同时,我们或许还需要学习另一种更加安静、也更古老的能力:不是终于让整个世界符合我们的心意,而是使自己的心,能够容纳一个并不完全符合我们心意的世界。 自然有它自己的规律,每个人也有自己的路。我们仍然可以尽力,可以创造,可以帮助,可以伸手,只是不必再要求所有结果都归我们所有。

而这所有的一切,也终将是过眼云烟。唯有至诚的心灵和伟大的人格,穿越世纪,历久弥新,感人至深。一幅画面浮现在我的脑海里,我看到了年少的亚历山大·汉密尔顿挺着胸脯,笔直地站在一片狼藉、残破不堪的小岛上,他幼小的身躯闪着耀眼的光芒。他奔跑回家,扑倒在书桌上,心中的悲愤难以言表,他锋利的笔迹飞快地在纸上浮现,他的声音久久回荡在二百五十多年间的岁月。

亚历山大·汉密尔顿写道:

醒来吧,你们这些在富足中自满的人们,贡献出你们的财富来拯救那些在苦难中呻吟的人们吧,你们在尘世的善行就是你们在天堂中积累的财富。

— 亚历山大·汉密尔顿

如果未来真的有光,我想,它未必只来自火箭尾部的火焰,也未必只来自越来越聪明的机器。也许还有一些更安静的光,来自一个人终于明白:世界并不需要完全属于自己,才值得被理解、被珍惜、被爱。

这就是何为“明日之光”。